should i tell

RMP test is getting nearer. i aint tat anxious actually as it's gonna be an open book test. in addition, according to my beloved lecturer, eventho we have the textbook but the answers are mostly not available in the book and it cannot be found anywhere else except her marking script. great isn't it?

anyway, back to my topic today - should i show!?

i often heard ppl asking me, "oi.. u really sick meh? why like not sick also one i see?"..

ya.. great! at this point of time, i feel like rolling my eyes but of cos, at tat moment, i said nothing but give tat fella who asked me a SMILE & deep inside my heart, i feel like "praising" that fella.

*ehem*.. why should i SHOW is the question i'm having now?! i was actually discussing about this issue the other day with my friend.

the thing is, if im sick & i able to go out, why should i show u the pathetic side of me? of cos, if u were asking me " how are u?" or "are u ok?".. obviously the fact is.. IM NOT and of cos i would answer "No, I'm sick/not feeling well/not good/not ok".. like DUH! but why should i SHOW u how unwell or not good i am? -.- dont tell me i have to take my body temperate in front of everyone tat i met to see how HIGH is my fever and show them all the tissues tat i've used due to my stupid flu and etc rite? it just doesnt make sense AT ALL! illogical.

reason, season or lifetime :)

this afternoon when i was reading my biatch.. i discovered something, something tat makes me a little bit upset.

i know i shouldn't get upset over it but just tat.. why am i always being missed out by my friends? M i tat bad? i admitted tat i aint putting much efforts in maintaining those so called friendship.. but i DO treat her and always keep her a space in my heart. i know tat aint enough but ya, thats what i can do the most and also the least i could do :S

but after chatting with my most best friend on earth, i felt so much better and not feeling upset anymore. he was right, friends are not for life! at least i haven met someone like this yet. i once read an article titled "season, reason and lifetime" and i did once wrote about it at my blog. this article stated tat the friends tat we met along our path are divided into 3 main categories, which are season, reason and lifetime.

friends tat belongs to season, come and stay for a period then they leave. friends tat come for a reason, they lefted when their "missions" accomplished and last but not least, lifetime friends can be either a friend/friends or our partner(husband or wife)..

♥Friends tat come into ur life for a REASON it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.

♥When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season

♥LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person or people involved; and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships, and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

my readers, which one would u be? :P

凡是看开点，日子好过点..

i would have to always bear this on mind. the less i expect, the greater result i will get. even if i dont have much friends but at least i still have God, my family and him. even if one day he might leave me, i still have God and my family. i believe they will always by my side.

chatted with mummy just now, i realised tat she is getting older each and every day. i love her a lot and its beyond words. mummy had sacrifised alot for us and for our family. i wanna love her more and make her angry less but its kinda hard in times. i will try to be good and love her with all i could. i might not be as lucky as those rich kids out there as their lives are just too good to be true. but i know tat i'm super lucky enough in terms of having such a great mum. :) she makes me realised tat no matter what happened, she would always be there and protect us. ♥

RMP test is on tis friday & i read nothing yet.

time to study.

GOOD LUCK TO ME!

:)

emo again!

again, im EMO! grrrrrhh.. i hate being emo cos emo makes me *roar*... i will basically bo song abt everything & anything... :S

baby of cos will be very cham lor if im emo cos i will roar & roar & roar at him. of cos today he also kena cos he promised to bring me out but he didn't keep his promise.. bad bad bad! that makes me even more emo.. >.< anyway, i guess my emoness has gone d. i'm now back to normal. hopefully 'it' wun attack me again la!

i wanna eat BANANA ice cream now!!!
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Friday the 20th

watched UP at Jusco Balakong.. *thumbs up*.. DAMN GOOD WEY! no regrets~

after movie, baby & I went to shop for food for dinner. everyone except Roland not going back tonight. so we decided to cook for our own dinner. sick and sien of Sg Long's food d.

Menu for the nite:

Fried Fish + Butter Oat Prawn! :)



the Butter Oat Prawn taste super good lor.. *thumbs up x10*..... hahaha.. my king loves it too ;) the only drawback is --> too SPICY d.. LOL!.. added too much chilli padi d.. :P but it was GOOD!!! my king happy, i'm happy too! ^^'

after dinner, watched 2 dramas with baby den i balik lor..

i miss him!
&
i know he misses me too!

xoxo

moody

gosh.. i had mood swing today. moody for no reason. aiks.

i had an awful afternoon. spent hours and hours thinking how to cure my moodiness.

sorry to whoever that affected by my moodiness. i aint doing this in purpose.

i wanna be happy.. HOW is the question now?

HELP!! *crying for help*

outing day!

almost every wed i will need to visit KL once. all thanks to my beloved king. this week he needs to go KL to hand up his report. so, chance to get out for Sg Long for a day and to pak ha to :)

our 1st stop - KLCC.
took the Metro Bus 22 instead of U41 tis time. the Metro bus is way faster than the U41 as it taken alot of shortcut. i like i like. so we actually reached KL slightly earlier than we expected.

after handed up baby's report. we walked awhile and he decided that we should just go Pavilion cos he is bored with KLCC d. so we walked all the way from KLCC - Pavilion. he did offered to let me take a cab but i rejected cos so near nia. get up a cab = babi kena potong. what for?! so we walked.

went into all my favourite shops in Pavilion and surprisingly, i bought NOTHING! *weeeeeeee*... its a Good sign.

basically what i spent at Pavilion was only the ticket for G.I.Joe. That movie was great. super great & yes, greater than Harry Potter. my stupid baby keep saying that HP is lousy and time wasting. baga! :S

lunch was at Carl's Junior. i miss Carl's Junior.



dinner on the other hand was at TimeSquare's BBQ plaza. it was the 1st time i eat out in this shop. before this, i always wanted to try but no chance. finally my chance had arrived :)






no food pic was taken cos i was busy BBQ-ing. the food there actually okok lor. not too bad nor too good. however, i enjoyed it much for my 1st time visit.

after dinner, we shopped around, bought some diamonds to bling to camera then went to the taxi stand to get a cab back to Sg Long.

Cab is so much better than bus weyyyyy..

:P

thats my day!!! i had successfully bling-ed my phone. will upload the pic soon! ;)

t.i.r.e.d

it was really hard to get up this morning due to the late nite yumcha session with my beloved supervisor who cant stop "za" me for the whole nite & frens. it was indeed a very great nite :)

i love my fringe, my specs and my look with mask :)

random tots (updated version)

我只想快快乐乐得过每一天就足够了！
你也一样要快乐哦~
昨天的事， 就让它随风而去吧!
:)

unexpected

its monday again. :)

i skipped the morning RMP class cos i couldnt get up of bed due to my flu med.. woke up around 10plus cos pH called me.. he was very sweet cos he actually brought Manuka Honey for me. according to pH, this honey could help to ease my throat. im TOUCHED for pH's effort. really!

anyway, i still manage to get myself up for the 1230pm RMP tutorial. no matter how sick m i, i tot i should attend to show some moral support to fiona's group as well as other groups who are presentating on tat day. besides tat, i think it will be more appropriate to collect the honey from pH. that would be more polite :)

THANKS PH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^^

went for lunch at Teow Chew Noodle house.. loves all the Yong Tau Fu there la! *drool drool* .. after lunch, went back home, took med and sleep! :)

when i woke up, c my fb.. someone msg me there... my supervisor tat always complain about his supervisee msged me!.. anyway, he was really nice lor cos he actually asked how m i.. "suin lei la!".. :)

i also very nice cos i remembered tat the next round if we are going for bowling session, i will ajak him and i DID! surprisingly, he actually agreed to go.. with no hestitation! walao!!!! i was so shocked. sure boh is the question! not just me la, the rest also having the same question in their minds, just didnt say jek. tau tau la! LOL!

time flies, its 9! my heartbeat increase and my palms were cold! hahahahaha.. my supervisor leave no clue for me but 2 words - WHITE WAJA! die la tis time.. so i told king and steven to focus on white waja cos tat might be Mr.Hen's car.. who knows who knows.. when we reached guardhouse, white waja?! bayang pun xde!!! macam mana ni?!!!!!

suddenly i heard someone whistled. we turned and looked, OI! TOYOTA VIOS MAN! white color waja wor!!!!!!!! LIAR is his name la.. :P

anyway, there are a long long story in between la.. about the white waja and his toyota la.. malas nak explain ni cos damn lame but actually quite funny la! this is my supervisor la. u will never know which statements tat he said are true and which are false. dun care la. main hantam saje! LOL!

reached Kajang Metropoint at 9+.. waited for Jeff and the gang around 10min and the game begins :)

i have to say this... my supervisor is a super COOL DUDE & HE PAID PARTIALLY FOR US! walao eh! damn good hor! really so so so so so cool la! ^__________________^

buddy

actually he isnt tat tall also *bleh* some pics of the night

no score will be uploaded cos upload score "xiong gam ching" la~ hahahaha..

after the bowling session, we went to station 2 to yumcha. we chatted till 2am in the morning! hebat!!!!!!!! :P

THANK YOU MR. HEN! :)

-the end-

the nightmare begins

before i went for tax tutorial this morning, i was as healthy as a COW but not when i reached Uni. according to MANY friends of mine, it has been confirmed tat Sg Long Utar ada orang kena H1N1 d. not one, TWO! everyone was so worried and began to wear mask to campus. but me, i'm just too lazy to wear + the air circulation in the mask is bad. happily i go Uni w/o any protection. Bravo

the min wen i entered tax class, my throat started to feel weird. at 1st, it was like very dry nia, then followed by itch, ache and SORE! shit!!! i was so freaked out and every 5 mins, i wil be touching my forehead to check my temperature to make sure tat i aint having any fever. 1.5hour ended, i quickly rush home 2 take panadol for precaution purpose.



when i reached home, i asked my king to touch my forehead, he said i'm fine and asked me not to scare myself. i tot so. afternoon passed and evening came. i started to feel tat my whole body has no energy at all and i can feel tat my organs are all burning! i started to raise my hand 2 touch my forehead again. this time dun play play, fever sudah sampai lor! super shit!!!!!!! my king was very worried but i know he acted as if he is not. he touched my forehead and said "just a bit only, nothing nothing, drink more water".. drink more water is it really gonna help??? dun care la, i just drink jek. the more i drink, the more often i visit the toilet and hoping tat i will get well soon. who knows, my throat condition didnt get any better, perhaps became worst. my fever went down only if i took the panadol. this time really jia lak lor!



the whole night, i didnt sleep well. i feel so restless. sat came and its time 2 go home. i put on steven's mask as im afraid i might spread my virus to my family. mum was shocked when she saw me with a mask. she asked how was my condition, i told her tat i got cough + fever. dad was quite cool. he keep comforting mum tat im alright.



when i reached home, my condition got worst. the 3rd bloody sickness came. FLU. this makes me even more worried. flu, cough + fever = H1N1 i tot? shit lor tis time. i keep imaging tat how would my life be for the rest of the week, lying in the hospital with all the other H1N1 patients. gosh. I DONT WANT! i was praying each and every second to God, begging for his help. the whole sat, i was eating panadol and some flu pills.. i was very fatique the whole sat till i missed the opportunity to meet up with my bitches and one of their bf. shit shit shit! i slept basically for the entire sat.

the amount of issues i used

sunday came, guess what? my fever is still there, my cough still exist and *hachu*.. i know no matter whether i like it or not, i have to go consult a doc d. for heaven sake. when mum entered my bedroom to check out how was I, i told her my condition got worst den immediately mum told dad to bring me to the clinic. i was so so so so so worried what will happened next. i pray and pray and pray to God tat im just having normal seasonal flu, not the "hangat" flu.




i reached the clinic around 9+.. doc asked my condition and i told her each and every details. she just listened, checked my throat, check here check there and DONE! she just told mum tat my throat is swallon... tats all! :)reached home jek i straight away took all the medicine given by the doc. the flu pill indeed really as powerful as wat the doc said. it is a not just a flu pill but a sleeping pill as well. 15min after i've taken that pill, i felt dizzy and drowzy.. i went to bed.. and tats it! cant move at all as if my body doesnt not belongs to me. but when i woke up, i feel much better. no flu, no cough, no fever. YEAH!

fever GONE

this thingy has a huge story behind. it is not just an ordinary thing, it is something i bought from Phuket :) tat time my king suspected tat he has fever but he was not sure whether he is having or not. so no choice lor, we went to Watson to buy this testing thingy to check his temperature lor. fortunately, he had no fever ;)

see my dark circle :S

my medicines

i'm praying tat i will recover soon n please~ la dun fall sick again. i hate being a sick bunny. NO FUN!!

busyday!

today is the most busiest day ever. went to so many places, change bus from here to there. exhausted yet FUN!

when i was chatting with kok sang on tuesday nite, he said tat he is going to mv on wed, so i tot i could just follow his car since me n king are going 2 mv to collect our pay cheque *jump in joy*.. but but but, kok sang aint sure that whether there is enough seat or not as his fren/frens might be joining him, so the plan of following kok sang is uncertain.

wed arrives and kok sang still not sure whether his frens are joining or not. so no choice lor, I had to make a decision whether 2 go mv 1st or KLCC 1st. since pay cheque sounds more important than going 2 KLCC 2 hand up my beloved's report, i decided to go MV 1st :)

right after AAP tutorial, we took U41 to KTM station.. thank God when we reached the KTM station, the train ngam ngam arrived jek and we were JIT to board the train. what a wonderful day. (cos no need to wait for the super duper slow like tortoise train).. the train was as hot as usual.

camwhored a little while waiting for bus

reached MV around 12. had a small arguement with my king as he always said those lebih-lebih thingy. anyway drama ends when i was in FOC choosing my sleeping sandals. YES, i decided not to wear my winnies already as they always unintentionally make ppl fall :P

found a pair that i love the most, paid and chao. next destination, Luxasia Office. Thank God tracy wasnt there, if not she is gonna nag me for not working. tsk tsk.

around 215, we lefted the office and headed to the bus stop. we missed the B105 bus so waited for like 30hour. in between, king suggested to take the feeder bus which i call a SMILEY bus to Bangsar station but i was too stubborn already. i insisted to take the B105 as it straight away go to KLCC. but leh, waited like 30 hour also dun have so i gave up and decided to get up the 2nd smiley bus. Reached Bangsar station around 3pm. time 2 go to KLCC :)

collected many things tat day. Kak amily gave us 2 more bottles of sparkling juice *thumbs up*.. camwhored with my beloved darling, Ivan and we went back to MV again as Kok Sang said we can follow him :)

visited colleagues at work..

i love working with Hashim cos he makes me laugh NON STOP!! 6 RRRRinggit punye TigeRRRR
(inside joke)

Ivan.. never work with him before but dunno since when we were quite close la! LOL!

fatt hao Ivan

my Dumpling Ramen

The super nice restaurant

after finished lunch with Ivan and Andy, we lefted. Went to MV again to meet up with Kok Sang

we reached MV around 6pm.. Kok sang was watching movie with his friends so we shopped around while waiting for him lor.. i managed to buy a pair of legging from Topshop (which now i kinda regret buying it).. den met Kok sang around 915pm.. he shopped around den we balik..

Kok sang 1st sent his fren back 2 Bukit Jalil then we together back to Sg Long. at 1st we tot of taking our dinner at Desa Petaling, who knows x buka! aiks aiks. so no choice, we tot of going back 2 Sg Long 1st. When we were on our way back, we were discussing where to go, when we were in the mid of discussion, Kok sang asked me to ask steven to tag along. so we went to fetch steven. while waiting for Steven, my king came out with a very brillant idea. he suggested to go Hulu Langat. at 1st we were kinda worried as none of us know the way but thank goodness tat baby has garmin in his phone. so ok la, plan ON!

we reached there safely! too be frank, we only used 80% of baby's garmin cos sometimes, it went crazee.. keep asking us to turn right, turn right and turn right when there is NO WAY TO TURN RIGHT! crazeeeeee gadget!

NO FOOD PIC WAS TAKEN as the food very biase je!

i ate chicken chop, steven ate ABALONE fried rice, baby ate MAGGIE MEE (ya, went all the way 2 eat Maggie, ki siao fella) and Kok sang ate french toast + lao shu fen :P

after dinner, we decided to climb the hill to somewhere higher so we will be able 2 c the entire KL night view. very adventurous! LOL!

the super LENG nite view :)

we took our sparkling juice up 2 drink! *cheers*

we

group pic <3

Thats the end of my Wednesday. i had fun. thanks Kok Sang!

*loud applause*

i've did something great today.. something unbelievable! :)

i

cut

my

own

fringe

^_______________________^


my king has been bugging me to go cut my hair cos too long d. (not long pun, just he prefers short).. but but but, bo lui is the issue :(

besides that, actually i dun really like saloon as the process of cutting hair is so LONG!.. 1st, wash cut (10 - 15min), den cut hair (30 min), den wash AGAIN (10- 15min), den blow hair (5 - 10 min).. TOTAL almost AN HOUR leh!!! furthermore, ever after since my last bad hair cut, i HATE cutting hair d. so no matter how noisy is my king, i wouldn't not listen. p(*.*)q

but.. i cant stand my fringe d. TOO LONG d. so i decided to cut it by my own.

turning bathroom to saloon *wink*

freaking LONG fringe X.X

OPPPPSSSSSSS... hair falling, look changing! ;)

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NEW LOOK! i love short fringe ♥

NOT BAD LEH MY SKILL! *smile proudly*... thank God my fringe did not turn out cacat/bad, if not i bet for the rest of the few months, i will not get out from the house..

=)