My day was not good today, so does the weather. Early morning already rained heavily.
September is not a good month at all because many things turned out to be bad. My morning briefing in the office is one of the good examples. Recently, my beloved manager often scold Esther and Ranjit during the morning briefing. For people who do not know what exactly is happening will think, my manager is a bad manager. In fact, she is not when you look into the situation.
The reason why she has been scolding them so often is because she is so freaking worried about them. She is leaving the company soon. She afraid that they will continue commit unnecessary mistakes, mistakes that will actually lead them to warning letter or deduction of salary. I can see how much she loves them. I envy them for having such a good manager for one and a half year. She is such a good manager until the extend that you will not get angry with her after she scolded you. In addition, she would actually apologized to us for scolding us, even though she need not to do so. Tell me where on earth you can get such manager? I really felt so lucky to have met her in Quest Business Centre, a place which fulls with shitty people. I had no regrets joining this company because God has given me this opportunity to meet her.
Today, during the briefing, she cried. My heart hurts and my tears almost rolled down from my cheeks. I held back because I do not want to shed a tear in front of my colleagues. Christina held hers too. I really could not imagine how would I react on my manager's last day. I really do not want to cry but I know I will because right now, my tears are flowing down.
I am not a lucky girl, but this round, I think I am because I met her. She is a very nice, humble, kind, and friendly person. Almost everyone likes her except for the stupid brainless Ms.E. I really had no idea what shit she has inside her skull. I really hope this world will just full with people like my manager, who always put herself in other shoes and think for others and people like Ms.E should just go to an abandon island and rot there. However, this wish of mine will never come true, never ever will.
Life is so cruel. When you happened to meet good people, these good people will leave u very soon. I hate it! I wish I can work with my manager forever, I really wish to but I know it is impossible. However, I will still pray to God that this wish of mine, someday will be answered. This is because, working with her is really really nice.
Well, I feel so much better now after pouring out every single thing in my heart. Although right now I still feel sad and whenever I recall the scenario this morning, I will still feel like crying. I really pray hard tat God will answer my prayers because I have faith in HIM.
That's all for now.
Have a good night dear readers and thanks for reading!~
Love,
Missbunnie
