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I was such a fool. I thought what I thought will come true. I thought being good will be granted with good returns. Who knows, all these are not perfectly true. Sometimes, it's really hurtful to know that, no matter how hard you try on doing certain things, the result is the same in the end. I'm really tired & sick of doing all these kind of dirty jobs. Am really tired of being kind.

No matter what I do, I always had u in mind if it's related to u. However, I was dumped in do not know which corner in ur heart. Or maybe I do not even exist there. I do not want to think it this way but I'm forced to think so & the fact is telling me that, you treated me well when you needed me & you don't when you do not need me. I'm like a tissue, use & throw. So pathetic.

You told me that many had negative comments about u, but I ignored. Cos that is what true friends for. I believe in who you are & will always watch your back. But how sad to know that, you do not even care what's going wrong with me & what's happening in my life.

Will my life be better without u? I do not know. But I'm pretty sure, I'm not the right friend that you are looking for. I used to try hard to be one, help you in all the ways I can & I managed to make you touched. But as time goes by, you forgotten about my good & left me back into the dirty, nasty & stinky corner.

What can I say? NOTHING!
What can I do? NOTHING!

This semester is coming to an end & I do not want to feel the pain anymore. There are only 2 alternatives available, I give up on u OR you change your attitude.

Good things do not always happen. Please do not take things for granted. Sorry really means nothing because no matter how many sorry you said, it is meaningless without any action incurred.

Like it or not, Yes, I'm complaining & I'm really hard to please.

I shall always remind myself not to be a fool.

n I will never wanna be one anymore.

- sorry if i were asking so much but seriously I only have such expectations on my TRUE friends, :S