L.O.S.T

it has been a long long time i didnt landed at my beloved private land. I realized this is always how I started my blog entry. Guess, I need to spend some time here to share a lil bit of my life with Mr. Blogger!

 

Life is not easy now! I gained something and I lost something but what I lost is more than what I gained.

Every day I feel reluctant to go to work. As though Denise's time has once again happened again! I hate to come to work because it does not make me smile anymore! It makes me lost my motivation, confidence as well as passion!

 

I love my job, I love my colleagues and I love the environment here but not my boss! He is.. really.. INCREDIBLE! He has so many things in mind. Today he wants me to do this and tomorrow he wants me to do that! For once or twice, I can take it but as time goes by, this is really driving me nuts! All I had in my mind is - CAN YOU PLEASE MADE UP YOUR MIND BEFORE YOU TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO? Damn!

 

I used to have a bunch of happy peeps here but now it's getting lesser and lesser. I guess it's all because of him. But obviously he doesnt think that way! He always think we are not performing, we are not ambitious enough & bla bla bla! I was thinking, please stop barking and think before he said all these. Look and understand the job scope before he starts saying all these.. I super wooper BEH TAHAN him lor!!!

 

I never had depression coming to work, now I do! Why? HIM LA! Every morning, in order for me to be NOT-SO-DEPRESS, I have to go swim at least for 15min! This is the only thing that makes me HAPPY! (I sound so pathetic now)

 

 

I know life is always like a roller coaster! I have experienced something worst than this so I know I can pass it through.. is just that when you're in hell, its really torturing!

 

Everyday I tried to gather as many positive energies as possible for me to keep going on! Without these, I bet I had already typed and thrown the resignation letter into my boss' face!

 

There is a chinese proverb saying 吃得苦中苦，方为人上人！I truly understand what does it mean but how long it takes for breaking dawn?! How long should I live under this dark side of the world? *burst out with tears*..

 

Oh Lord, please give me the strength to keep going on and fight with all the evil parties! I know I am only me but I have YOU in my heart! I know with you, I can pass through all these *aza aza fighting*

 

JIA YOU LA MISSBUNNIE! No more babybunny jor.. so need to learn to be tough and strong (i'm going crazy now cos doing such pat talk to myself! LOL)

 

Oh bloggie, I love you! I feel much better now.. Although I'm not sure how long can this happiness last but I appreciate this even it only last for a minute! :)

 

Gonna go back to my reality!

 

TGIF!!

 

Love,

Missbunnie



Happy V day!!

Feel so sorry for my bloggie because I didnt log in for quite some time d.

Lately I dont even have time for gym. only work.work and work. This is killing me but this is also what keeps me alive - $$$

Sho sho sho many things happened lately but to list them down one by one, that is certainly impossible! :S

But I can conclude all in one - I am still alive! *yeah*.. This is NOT EASY kay cos really too many unhappy things happened throughout this few months.

Anyway, today should be a happy day cos its V day. Although I am not a big fans of it because the retailers are using this to make big money! The food are expensive, the flowers are expensive, everything are expensive!! Baby tot wanna bring me to Victoria Station but it was being rejected by me cos I know the food is definitely gonna be very expensive.. I rather choose something else which are more worthy to eat!

My expectation on V day? Well, to me is just another day. Same goes to new year! For me, the only celebration I cared the most could be my birthday! LOL! The rest, not really a big fans! .. M becoming more and more realistic and less romantic! Goshhhh..

Perhaps to me, money is not really everything (of course it is something.. :P)

My wish is we still give each other a kiss/kisses everyday regardless how old are we and how long we have been together



This is me as at 14022013 with a simple tee!

I wish the love birds out there.. sweet sweet forever!

I wish those who are single, happy single life and wish can get your Mr/Ms Right soon!

Cant wait to log off from work now.

Enjoy this day everyone!!

Love,

Mussbunnie

Happy 2013

NO DOOMSDAY! Yeah! Honestly I still love my life and I don't wanna die yet. So when I survived after 21.12.2012. I felt extremely lucky and I thank God for not ending the human life on earth although we are super sinful.

Now.. it's already 2013. Look back at 2012, I do not really have any regrets! We only live life once, so we should do what we feel like doing (of course no crimes). Play hard, work hard, this is really my quote of life.

What have I done on new year eve? Basically nothing! Just had a simple Thai dinner with YCA and my man! Though他 of continue with drinking session but too bad, everywhere was FULL! That's when all restaurant, bistro, pub and club make huge money $$$.

So ended up YCA continued his 2nd round with his friends while we just went back to sleep! Yes, sleep! ha-ha . My favourite activity besides shopping! :P

2013 resolution - There is only one. I will be HAPPY everyday because I think nothing is more important than that.

I choose only the happy things/happy people and those which/who makes me unhappy, I will erase them from my database.

It's really a waste of time to be unhappy when we can CHOOSE whether to be happy or not.

Hence, this is my resolution for 2013 and I hope I can achieve it!

TGIF again peeps! Happy Friday!

Signing off.

Love,
Missbunnie

Un-titled

好久好久没有PO文章了~ 过着大人的日子真的好无趣！

从前的我，超爱在我亲爱的部落格写些日常生活发生的点点滴滴。但现在就没办法了，因为有时实在太忙了~

最近的我迷恋看华人星光大道。我们马来西亚的选手个个都是实力唱将，好以她们为荣o~

也因为他们，我爱上了好几首脍炙人口的经典歌曲！

就喜爱的莫过于心碎弟的 - 让每个人的心碎

这首歌心碎弟诠释的好好哦~ 爱死了！！

爱情真的让每个人都心碎, 但偏偏个个人都想追求爱情。哎~ 人就是那么的自相矛盾！

好吧，还是要开开心心的过日子！

微笑吧各位！

星期五快乐！

爱，

Missbunnie

我狠我爱你~

张惠妹的歌好好听o~

从来没注意这首歌，但当我听到心碎弟清唱时，深深的被吸引了！

許艾文也在星光唱了～好有她的味道！赞！



面帶微笑離開你懷裡　我聽天由命


最後一張王牌在手裡　二選一的機率

不能放縱愛你　就放過自己



愛情已經過了甜蜜期　多說也是無益

愛不愛我已經沒關係　一點小傷而已

你可以很放心　我不會為了留你假裝可憐兮兮



都怪我太不爭氣　我恨我愛你

Oh~ 我愛你　只是因為你是你

Oh~ 我恨你



你有我看也看不清的小聰明

你有我說也說不完的壞脾氣

你有我數也數不盡你　的新戀情



沒關係

我有你拿也拿不走的舊回憶

我可以一個人安靜的忘記你

我恨你最後那一句　我愛你


超爱这句歌词　－　你可以很放心　我不會為了留你假裝可憐兮兮女人啊～　应该好好爱自己

没必要为男人受尽委屈！
看见身旁好友为情所困，真希望她能尽快找到属于她的天使～
好好的爱她。
那些不懂得珍惜她的，不要也罢！:)

爱，
兔宝宝！

Merry Xmas!!

Christmas is the season I love the most!

Merry Xmas to all my blog readers!

Hope all of you have a happy and blessed Christmas with your loved ones!

Love,

Missbunnie

Take a Bow

Life is not treating me the way I wanted it to be but m all fine, as usual, I am a tough bunny! *hop hop hop*

Many things are on my way now but nah! I will remove them one by one like how I always do.

Nothing is gonna take me down cos I am a fighter! *aza aza fighting*

Recently I have used a lot of money to buy happiness! I know that's wrong but I just cant stop buying clothes! haha! They are so gorgeous and all pretty cheap. Like only RM20-30 each?! I am just easy to be pleased! :D

This sweater is one of my collection and I'm loving it! It's really comfy!

Oh ya! I have a new pet in my office too! My secret pet which currently only my boss saw it! Didnt tell any of my colleagues

Can you spot my new pet?! It's a tiny fish!!!

The reason why I bought my pet was because Geam told me that her plant is so pretty and healthy was because she seldom changed her plant's water. And I had this weird thought crossed my mind, thinking that WHAT IF I keep a fish and my fish pooped and it could probably help my plant to grow bigger and stronger!? HAHAHA!

I know it is a silly thought but I just think it's gonna work! So I told my man about it. At first he does not buy my idea but as usual, he will always being persuaded by me because I am the bunny Queen! haha!

So he brought me to the pet shop last week!!!!! YEAH! I was absolutely thrilled and it has already be with me for a week!

I told baby my fish does not need any food cos it could just eat my plant but apparently I think I am wrong cos my fish looks hungry! haha! So I fed it with - Tortilla chip! LOLL!!!

I know! Tortilla could just kill my baby fish but my fish is as strong as me! He (I think its a boy) survived! Anyway, baby is going me the fish food today as both of us knew whatever I fed him, is not what he really need.. I just dont want it to starve till death. So this is just a temporary solution! :P

I am a bad owner and I know it! haha! But I promise I will be good .. because although it is really small and tiny but it makes me really happy!! :)

As of my title, it is just a random one!

It's actually a very old song from Rihanna and I just heard it again in Glee Season 1 (I know I'm a lil late for Glee.. haha). This is the 1st time I really look into the lyrics and find it pretty cool!

But you put on quite a show, really had me going

But now it’s time to go, curtain’s finally closing

That was quite a show, very entertaining

But it’s over now

(But it’s over now)

Go on and take a bow

In life, people just come and go. The worst, some are just plain fakers! Hence, there is no point to keep such people in your life.

Hence, LOVE LIFE! Appreciate those who loves you and dont need to fucking care those who are not :)

It's Friday! TGIF!

I'm gonna be a happy bunny and hope all my readers too!

Love,

Missbunnie