so freaking busy & tired lor! before this i was busy working, now i'm busy doing my assignments!! grrrrhhh.. hopefully i do not need to repeat my HRM lah cos if not i'll have another additional assignment to complete. i don't like noh! please la! i dont want... dont want.... dont want la!!! GOD BLESS ME!
wanted to upload pic but my line in Sg Long is super slow lor! screw it!
time to continue with my assignment!
:)
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
complicated week
i had the most complicated week ever cos i do not how should i describe my week.
on monday, i came back to the Sg Long. I was very happy cos finally i can see baby lee everyday but at the same time, i lil bit of sad cos i miss my home sweet home, my mummy & my lil bro evil baby ho!
on tuesday, i felt excited cos baby & I decided to have steamboat for dinner. so early in the morning, we went to the market to grab some fresh food for our steamboat. we bought those fishballs, fu chok, & etc. i had a great morning! around 3+.. we were hungry so we decided to bring our steamboat forward. we decided to have steamboat for lunch instead of dinner. steamboat was great but the consequences of having it was unexpected :X
right after my super yummy steamboat lunch, my stomach felt a lil upset i tot it was because i was too full! but this phenomena continues till the night. the whole nite i couldnt sleep well & ard 3am in the morning, i really beh tahan d.. so i went to the loo to PUKE! the night was torturing cos i was either puke or poo ='(
(steamboat pic will upload when my line is not a tortoise)
my condition didnt get any better till wednesday morning. to make thing even worst, my result sucks. early in the morning, baby lee received a sms from Johnson saying that our result had released... den the tragedy happens....................... (dont feel like talking abt it anymore)
so right after the visit to church, we went to Pavilion. something bad happened again!!!!!!! tis is a secret. only baby lee & I knew about it as well as Jco Donut :S
on thursday, my mood didnt get any better still but i've stopped puking & poo-ing. the whole day baby lee & I were staying home & watching tvb dramas. it was really sweet & simple. thursday was normal.
as for friday.. around 3pm in the afternoon, we decided to go out to Jusco to watch Cloudy with a chance of meatball. i
it was a great movie. at least to me it is la cos it could actually cheer me up a lil!!
on monday, i came back to the Sg Long. I was very happy cos finally i can see baby lee everyday but at the same time, i lil bit of sad cos i miss my home sweet home, my mummy & my lil bro evil baby ho!
on tuesday, i felt excited cos baby & I decided to have steamboat for dinner. so early in the morning, we went to the market to grab some fresh food for our steamboat. we bought those fishballs, fu chok, & etc. i had a great morning! around 3+.. we were hungry so we decided to bring our steamboat forward. we decided to have steamboat for lunch instead of dinner. steamboat was great but the consequences of having it was unexpected :X
right after my super yummy steamboat lunch, my stomach felt a lil upset i tot it was because i was too full! but this phenomena continues till the night. the whole nite i couldnt sleep well & ard 3am in the morning, i really beh tahan d.. so i went to the loo to PUKE! the night was torturing cos i was either puke or poo ='(
(steamboat pic will upload when my line is not a tortoise)
my condition didnt get any better till wednesday morning. to make thing even worst, my result sucks. early in the morning, baby lee received a sms from Johnson saying that our result had released... den the tragedy happens....................... (dont feel like talking abt it anymore)
so right after the visit to church, we went to Pavilion. something bad happened again!!!!!!! tis is a secret. only baby lee & I knew about it as well as Jco Donut :S
on thursday, my mood didnt get any better still but i've stopped puking & poo-ing. the whole day baby lee & I were staying home & watching tvb dramas. it was really sweet & simple. thursday was normal.
as for friday.. around 3pm in the afternoon, we decided to go out to Jusco to watch Cloudy with a chance of meatball. i
it was a great movie. at least to me it is la cos it could actually cheer me up a lil!!
chesse burgers fall from the sky!
spotted the heart-shaped cloud?! so nice!!! ♥
saturday was a fun day cos went to Lai Shan's 21st birthday with my siao pohs! gosh!! with them around, all the troubles are gone cos all of them are super duper funny! we had a great nite. we were bitching, gossiping, bitching & gossiping for the whole nite. it is perhaps our HOBBY! LOL.. we talked so much till we had no time to take pictures together. regret regret. dun care la. next round must snap pictures gao-gao lor! and ya, i ajaked them to go vacation on May 2010. hopefully all of them will be able to make it la! cant wait to go beach with them & continue our gossips lor! haha.. *hear that babes!*
sunday pula was very very normal. my mood stable d. so far so good lor. now all i can do is to pray every nite. :)
thats my complicated week. a week that filled with all kinds of emotions
;)
theses time.
Friday, October 16, 2009
no l title
finally im here to blog. actually i checked my blog each & every day but i just do not have to mood to sign in blogger to blog down my tots cos these few days, all i had in mind is MESSY tots which contain a lot of stuff. in example, the blames to myself, how to face dad & mum this weekend when i go back, my appeal, assignment, theses, midterm(again) & bla bla bla. i really scared i'm getting depression one day! sigh. i've never been such a failure before ever since i'm in Uni. this sucks big time & guess what, i cant do anything to fix it now. the only option left now is REPEAT! grrrrrhhh.. i know this is all my fault! however, i still hope MIRACLE happens on me for one last time. i hope my appeal will be successful, therefore i can get back the 100bucks, no need to redo assignment, search new group members, resit for midterm as well as for final(again). i really had learnt from my lesson :S
the minute when i saw my result, i was shocked, terrified & stunned. all i had in mind is.. how should i tell mum & dad about it. i knew that they never give me any pressure on my studies. but i know all these while, mum had used me as a role model to Aaron to motivate him to study well. now, even his sister failed her exam paper, how can she be a role model again? sigh. i let mum down & this is actually the last thing that i would wanna do!
anyway, the 1st person tat i called was sher. i had no idea why she came in my mind 1st. my mind was super duper trooper messy tat time. after sher, i called ph, edmund, kok sang...... i tot i could run away from the reality but in fact, i CANT no matter how hard i tried :'(
after all the phone calls to friends, i knew that whatever happened is a fact that cannot be changed so i called mum. when i was listening to the dialling tone, my heartbeat increase & when mum pick up the phone, my heartbeat actually stop for a second. i took a deep breathe & told her about my result. she was very chilled over the other side of the phone, she didnt scold me nor blame me at all. this makes me even more guilty. she told me whatever happened just let it be, just pray hard & do better the next time. i was so touched with what she said. however, i'm not hapy at all. in fact, my sadness had been doubled up.
immediately after calling mum, i decided to pay 100bucks for appeal. i do not know whether is this the right decision to make or not because some of my friends said it is not gonna help but some said at least i get another 50/50 chance. ya, another chance. hopefully God grant me with that. *finger crossed*.
right after i settled everything in the FGO office, i straight away took bus to church. Church is the place where i can find the peace that i need. Church makes me feel better. Church is the home of God. i do not know what else can i do after submitting the appeal form. all i can think of is going to church only so i took the 1hour++ bus all the way from Sg Long to KL.
the day the result released is the worst day eva in my life because my result sucks, i didnt get to sleep for the whole night because my tummy was unwell, i keep running to the toilet to puke & poo. i had a super bad night & duper worse morning. seriously do not why is my luck so bad lor! :S
anyway, this day of mine i will never ever forget. 14102009 is gonna be in my heart & mind forever. i will forever & ever remember the lesson that i've learnt from it & shall never repeat it again.
besides that, i would like to take this oppurtunity to thank those who show their support to me especially baby lee. thanks baby & sorry for throwing tantrum at you too.
thats all.
;)
the minute when i saw my result, i was shocked, terrified & stunned. all i had in mind is.. how should i tell mum & dad about it. i knew that they never give me any pressure on my studies. but i know all these while, mum had used me as a role model to Aaron to motivate him to study well. now, even his sister failed her exam paper, how can she be a role model again? sigh. i let mum down & this is actually the last thing that i would wanna do!
anyway, the 1st person tat i called was sher. i had no idea why she came in my mind 1st. my mind was super duper trooper messy tat time. after sher, i called ph, edmund, kok sang...... i tot i could run away from the reality but in fact, i CANT no matter how hard i tried :'(
after all the phone calls to friends, i knew that whatever happened is a fact that cannot be changed so i called mum. when i was listening to the dialling tone, my heartbeat increase & when mum pick up the phone, my heartbeat actually stop for a second. i took a deep breathe & told her about my result. she was very chilled over the other side of the phone, she didnt scold me nor blame me at all. this makes me even more guilty. she told me whatever happened just let it be, just pray hard & do better the next time. i was so touched with what she said. however, i'm not hapy at all. in fact, my sadness had been doubled up.
immediately after calling mum, i decided to pay 100bucks for appeal. i do not know whether is this the right decision to make or not because some of my friends said it is not gonna help but some said at least i get another 50/50 chance. ya, another chance. hopefully God grant me with that. *finger crossed*.
right after i settled everything in the FGO office, i straight away took bus to church. Church is the place where i can find the peace that i need. Church makes me feel better. Church is the home of God. i do not know what else can i do after submitting the appeal form. all i can think of is going to church only so i took the 1hour++ bus all the way from Sg Long to KL.
the day the result released is the worst day eva in my life because my result sucks, i didnt get to sleep for the whole night because my tummy was unwell, i keep running to the toilet to puke & poo. i had a super bad night & duper worse morning. seriously do not why is my luck so bad lor! :S
anyway, this day of mine i will never ever forget. 14102009 is gonna be in my heart & mind forever. i will forever & ever remember the lesson that i've learnt from it & shall never repeat it again.
besides that, i would like to take this oppurtunity to thank those who show their support to me especially baby lee. thanks baby & sorry for throwing tantrum at you too.
thats all.
;)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
happy happy!
i'm happy bcos after today, baby lee is all mine~ :)
apart from that, he promised me that he will attend one of my high school friend's 21st birthday party! so sweet noh!
life is so boring yet relaxing at home. the boring part is basically everyday i'm doing the same thing. relaxing is because i do not have to work & i have my family with me. baby adam is so adorable and he is acting like Tom now! LOL!
Tom is his favorite cartoon character. i really had no idea why he is attracted by Tom & not Jerry. cos i remember when i was young, i LOVE Jerry and I always tot Tom is a bad cat. in fact, when i watch back this cartoon now, i realized that my perception was wrong because Jerry is the naughty one. LOL! gosh! i miss being a kid. life was way easy & less complicated when we were young, isn't it?! :)
today baby adam just demonstrated to me how Tom catches Jerry! he was so adorable when he was explaining & demostrating! i almost wanna ROFL! then i asked him a question, i asked him "after Tom caught Jerry, what Tom do?" guess what he answered me?! he replied "eat him lor".. haha.. then i asked him again, "why Tom wanna eat him?" den his answer really make me ROFL cos he said " if not where Tom keep Jerry!".. hahahahaha.. silly conversation but it makes me laugh like mad!!
when baby adam was demostrating, he look exactly like Tom! he is poisoned by Tom & Jerry d. LOL!
my holiday is gonna end soon, hmm.. i'm sure i'm gonna miss HOME! i'm so gonna miss my lil bro A LOT cos he is so funny! like really really funny!
besides that, i guess new semester is gonna be a busy one cos theses is waiting for me! research, journals, questionnaires, articles are *^&$^%*(.. anyway, part of me really quite enjoy doing it geh (that was when i'm in the mood & things went well lor).. anyway i really hope my group can complete this theses by end of this year & we can score well for it lor! *finger cross* another thing, i really pray hard tat i'm gonna pass each and every of my previous semester's papers lor! please lord, AMEN!
got to go.. baby is reaching home anytime. its time to chat!
xoxo
apart from that, he promised me that he will attend one of my high school friend's 21st birthday party! so sweet noh!
life is so boring yet relaxing at home. the boring part is basically everyday i'm doing the same thing. relaxing is because i do not have to work & i have my family with me. baby adam is so adorable and he is acting like Tom now! LOL!
Tom is his favorite cartoon character. i really had no idea why he is attracted by Tom & not Jerry. cos i remember when i was young, i LOVE Jerry and I always tot Tom is a bad cat. in fact, when i watch back this cartoon now, i realized that my perception was wrong because Jerry is the naughty one. LOL! gosh! i miss being a kid. life was way easy & less complicated when we were young, isn't it?! :)
today baby adam just demonstrated to me how Tom catches Jerry! he was so adorable when he was explaining & demostrating! i almost wanna ROFL! then i asked him a question, i asked him "after Tom caught Jerry, what Tom do?" guess what he answered me?! he replied "eat him lor".. haha.. then i asked him again, "why Tom wanna eat him?" den his answer really make me ROFL cos he said " if not where Tom keep Jerry!".. hahahahaha.. silly conversation but it makes me laugh like mad!!
when baby adam was demostrating, he look exactly like Tom! he is poisoned by Tom & Jerry d. LOL!my holiday is gonna end soon, hmm.. i'm sure i'm gonna miss HOME! i'm so gonna miss my lil bro A LOT cos he is so funny! like really really funny!
besides that, i guess new semester is gonna be a busy one cos theses is waiting for me! research, journals, questionnaires, articles are *^&$^%*(.. anyway, part of me really quite enjoy doing it geh (that was when i'm in the mood & things went well lor).. anyway i really hope my group can complete this theses by end of this year & we can score well for it lor! *finger cross* another thing, i really pray hard tat i'm gonna pass each and every of my previous semester's papers lor! please lord, AMEN!
got to go.. baby is reaching home anytime. its time to chat!
xoxo
Saturday, October 10, 2009
nothing is gonna change my ♥ for u
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Chorus :
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
this is a song that i madly in ♥ now. but i did not fall for the Medeiros Glenn's version but a Hong Kong singer - 方大同's version. i saw his MTV @ facebook and i'm so touched when i was watching it! it reminds me about my baby ;)
immediately i wanna change his caller ringtone to this song. i always wanted to change our ringtone as i'm kinda bored with the current one. i'm glad i found this song :)
many people had been asking me about my ♥ life. many, especially my secondary friends did not expect that we could be together for so long. or i should say, they are AMAZED! i know, many people are commenting about my relationship. these comments of cos include positive ones & negative ones but WHO CARES! :P
i ♥ him & he ♥s me. that is what i care the most now. i really pray that nothing is gonna change my love for him and vice versa.
of cos besides loving him, i ♥ my bitches too! they always drive my weekend crazee!!
drama time!
im so in love with this --> ♥. it is so adorable kan! LOL! im sure it is gonna appear in my blog for the rest of my posts!! :P
xoxo
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Chorus :
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
this is a song that i madly in ♥ now. but i did not fall for the Medeiros Glenn's version but a Hong Kong singer - 方大同's version. i saw his MTV @ facebook and i'm so touched when i was watching it! it reminds me about my baby ;)
immediately i wanna change his caller ringtone to this song. i always wanted to change our ringtone as i'm kinda bored with the current one. i'm glad i found this song :)
many people had been asking me about my ♥ life. many, especially my secondary friends did not expect that we could be together for so long. or i should say, they are AMAZED! i know, many people are commenting about my relationship. these comments of cos include positive ones & negative ones but WHO CARES! :P
i ♥ him & he ♥s me. that is what i care the most now. i really pray that nothing is gonna change my love for him and vice versa.
of cos besides loving him, i ♥ my bitches too! they always drive my weekend crazee!!
drama time!
im so in love with this --> ♥. it is so adorable kan! LOL! im sure it is gonna appear in my blog for the rest of my posts!! :P
xoxo
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
i l♥l .......
this holiday is the most relaxing semester break ever! no work at all! woohoo! everyday at home.. sleep, eat, dream, watch dramas & etc. life's so good! what makes my sem break more happening, is the non stop 6days cont outings! LIFE'S SO BEAUTIFUL U KNOW!!!!
my outing starts from Friday which baby brought me to Ikano! ;)
i love going to Ikano altho i hardly buy anything from there. i just love seeing those nice nice furnitures and start imagine how would my future house looks like! *dream dream*
anyway, i spotted quite a few items there that quite suit my room. baby and i decided to visit Ikano again after we graduate next year May. i'm going to give my room some "makeover"! baby even decided where & how to arrange those furnitures d. salute him* LOL!
i'm so gonna buy the 2 cupboards above! damn damn nice lor! :)
my king with HUGE eyebags
just.me
i heart him!
he hearts me *MUACKS!*
on Saturday 03102009, there was another outing. it was an outing with my bitches (jinny, mich + jing pei).. u know what's best of having ur girlfriends with u? *taadaa* GOSSIP NON STOP!!! LOL!.. with FB, we have tons and tons of stuff to gossip about!!! FB is amazing! isn't it? hahaha.. besides that, when all the crazee kakis together, we did lotsa CRAZEE STUFF! LOL!.. i heart them loads & i love going out with them!!! :)
so i followed jinny's car and jing pei followed mich's car and we agreed to meet at 12pm! but who knows.. mich was late for like 1 and a half hour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she memang slow lor~ everytime go out with her also "mi mi mo mo" lor! :P
so well, jinny and I decided to go grab our lunch at Sushi Zanmai 1st while waiting for the 2 supermodels to arrive.
while waiting for them, we camwhored a lil while~ :P
I LOVE ALL THESE (the person in the picture above and the sushi in the picture below)
these are YUMMILICIOUS~
after the 2 supermodels arrived, we switched to Pasta Zanmai to cont our 38 session.. haha! mich looks so HAWT that day!! *weeeeee wwwittt*
the 2 models..mich is HAWT but not as hawt & spicy as Jing Pei lor! *sorry mich.. but u know i still love u rite?! ;P*
we are trying to snap the ugly side of JP but mission failed :S
the puffy eyes ally.. THANKS TO MR LEE FOR THE PAIR OF PUFFY EYES!
jinny complaint tat her eyes look small so Dr. Mich helps her to "enlarge" her eyes! LOL!
fuiiiyoooo.. so BIG now! :P
final touch up!
more pictures!!!
candid pic!!! i laf till so over! LOL! 
after some ordinary photo session, we began with some EXTRAORINARY's! LOL!
it was really really FUN to play with those siao pohs above!!!
after some ordinary photo session, we began with some EXTRAORINARY's! LOL!
it was really really FUN to play with those siao pohs above!!!
ZOOM IN TO MY PUFFY EYES! @.@
Sunday basically is CHURCH DAY! woke up early in the morning around 7++ to prepare for morning mass.. after mass, aaron went for Sunday school while us went to mamak to wait for him. i hate going 2 mamak cos it makes me smell bad!! ewwwwww*
Sunday basically is CHURCH DAY! woke up early in the morning around 7++ to prepare for morning mass.. after mass, aaron went for Sunday school while us went to mamak to wait for him. i hate going 2 mamak cos it makes me smell bad!! ewwwwww*
on monday, 05102009, baby lee promised to bring me out cos he OWE me! it was really great to see him..
our destination of the day - One Utama
this mentai sushi has became my No.1 favorite sushi cos it is super duper yummy!!!! i love it loads!! *drool* thanks to Jinny cos she was the one who intro this sushi to me :)
basically the rest of the day.. i just entered all my favorite shops! :)
i only managed to bought a pair of jeans from Forever 21 at the price of RM39! damn happy lor!!!! hahaha..
around 6++.. we lefted. at 1st we decided to go PJ SS2 Wai Sek Street for dinner but due to PM, there was no parking space at all! baby was damn geram lor! so at the end, we decided to eat somewhere near my place. we had Thai food that nite. baby was happy cos he LOVES Thai Food!! :) when he is happy, im happy too!
so tats my Monday! so busy~
on tuesday, i tot im gonna stay at home who knows, mich called. apparently she couldnt get anyone to teman her to shop so she called me. aiks. im her back up plan. at 1st, i tot of not going out cos i had something 2 do at home but cos i ♥ her and i ♥ shopping, i agreed to teman her. we went to Pavilion!
mich brought me to the newly open shop next to Forever 21 - Cotton on! apparently they are having Massive Sale now so their clothes are super duper cheap!!! i shop till i drop wei!! LOL!.. it was suppose to be MICH's SHOPPING DAY but it ended up, ALLY's SHOPPING DAY! :P
mich managed to get herself a leopard print dress while i managed to get.. 5pieces of clothes included a pair of red shorts, a black dress, 2 singlets & a black skirt! woohoo!! mich was worried tat i might get lectured by my king but nah.. he never stop me from buying cos he knows i spend my $$ wisely! everything i bought are all very worthy! *wink*
after the whole crazee shopping at Cotton On, we visited Forever 21. but nothing attracted us. so we lefted.
tat was my Tuesday! i was kinda worried tat mummy will complain cos i've been going out non stop & came back home quite late. but fortunately, my mummy is a super understanding mum, she didnt complain at all! i ♥ her loads!!!!
on wednesday, baby came to find me! i know i know~ very busy me! hahaha.. baby came all the way down from Klang to bring me out for lunch. he is so sweet kan!? *♥♥♥*
baby brought me to ampang to eat the famous Ampang Yong Tau Foo! *thumbs up* but too bad, the shop that we used to eat x buka on tat day! so no choice, we went to the other shop which not so nice geh. actually their yong tau foo not that bad la. the only problem is, the rice that they served, NOT NICE AT ALL!! *yuckss* anyway, i still managed to finish it up. all i did was add generous amount of chillis, black soya sause and keep adding soup in it! :p
after our lunch, baby brought to Pavilion again cos there are so other things that i wanna get from the Cotton On! ya i know, i madly in ♥ with it! LOL!..
this round, i just bought myself a checker top! actually i like their flats and sandals alot but 2pair for RM60, abit out of my budget lor. i've spent enough for this month d. :S but baby said he is gonna get them for me, how true is it? dunno yet.. haha.. wait till i got it, only i will know whether is he telling the truth or just comforting me :}
around 2.. we lefted cos baby needs to go home earlier if not his mummy will nag him. altho we only managed to spend a couple of hours only but im super duper happy d :)
thanks baby!
i'm trulymadlydeeply in love with my life now! ♥
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
busy + tired
| | 0 commentsso freaking busy & tired lor! before this i was busy working, now i'm busy doing my assignments!! grrrrhhh.. hopefully i do not need to repeat my HRM lah cos if not i'll have another additional assignment to complete. i don't like noh! please la! i dont want... dont want.... dont want la!!! GOD BLESS ME!
wanted to upload pic but my line in Sg Long is super slow lor! screw it!
time to continue with my assignment!
:)
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wanted to upload pic but my line in Sg Long is super slow lor! screw it!
time to continue with my assignment!
:)
Sunday, October 18, 2009
complicated week
| | 0 commentsi had the most complicated week ever cos i do not how should i describe my week.
on monday, i came back to the Sg Long. I was very happy cos finally i can see baby lee everyday but at the same time, i lil bit of sad cos i miss my home sweet home, my mummy & my lil bro evil baby ho!
on tuesday, i felt excited cos baby & I decided to have steamboat for dinner. so early in the morning, we went to the market to grab some fresh food for our steamboat. we bought those fishballs, fu chok, & etc. i had a great morning! around 3+.. we were hungry so we decided to bring our steamboat forward. we decided to have steamboat for lunch instead of dinner. steamboat was great but the consequences of having it was unexpected :X
right after my super yummy steamboat lunch, my stomach felt a lil upset i tot it was because i was too full! but this phenomena continues till the night. the whole nite i couldnt sleep well & ard 3am in the morning, i really beh tahan d.. so i went to the loo to PUKE! the night was torturing cos i was either puke or poo ='(
(steamboat pic will upload when my line is not a tortoise)
my condition didnt get any better till wednesday morning. to make thing even worst, my result sucks. early in the morning, baby lee received a sms from Johnson saying that our result had released... den the tragedy happens....................... (dont feel like talking abt it anymore)
so right after the visit to church, we went to Pavilion. something bad happened again!!!!!!! tis is a secret. only baby lee & I knew about it as well as Jco Donut :S
on thursday, my mood didnt get any better still but i've stopped puking & poo-ing. the whole day baby lee & I were staying home & watching tvb dramas. it was really sweet & simple. thursday was normal.
as for friday.. around 3pm in the afternoon, we decided to go out to Jusco to watch Cloudy with a chance of meatball. i
it was a great movie. at least to me it is la cos it could actually cheer me up a lil!!
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on monday, i came back to the Sg Long. I was very happy cos finally i can see baby lee everyday but at the same time, i lil bit of sad cos i miss my home sweet home, my mummy & my lil bro evil baby ho!
on tuesday, i felt excited cos baby & I decided to have steamboat for dinner. so early in the morning, we went to the market to grab some fresh food for our steamboat. we bought those fishballs, fu chok, & etc. i had a great morning! around 3+.. we were hungry so we decided to bring our steamboat forward. we decided to have steamboat for lunch instead of dinner. steamboat was great but the consequences of having it was unexpected :X
right after my super yummy steamboat lunch, my stomach felt a lil upset i tot it was because i was too full! but this phenomena continues till the night. the whole nite i couldnt sleep well & ard 3am in the morning, i really beh tahan d.. so i went to the loo to PUKE! the night was torturing cos i was either puke or poo ='(
(steamboat pic will upload when my line is not a tortoise)
my condition didnt get any better till wednesday morning. to make thing even worst, my result sucks. early in the morning, baby lee received a sms from Johnson saying that our result had released... den the tragedy happens....................... (dont feel like talking abt it anymore)
so right after the visit to church, we went to Pavilion. something bad happened again!!!!!!! tis is a secret. only baby lee & I knew about it as well as Jco Donut :S
on thursday, my mood didnt get any better still but i've stopped puking & poo-ing. the whole day baby lee & I were staying home & watching tvb dramas. it was really sweet & simple. thursday was normal.
as for friday.. around 3pm in the afternoon, we decided to go out to Jusco to watch Cloudy with a chance of meatball. i
it was a great movie. at least to me it is la cos it could actually cheer me up a lil!!
chesse burgers fall from the sky!
spotted the heart-shaped cloud?! so nice!!! ♥
saturday was a fun day cos went to Lai Shan's 21st birthday with my siao pohs! gosh!! with them around, all the troubles are gone cos all of them are super duper funny! we had a great nite. we were bitching, gossiping, bitching & gossiping for the whole nite. it is perhaps our HOBBY! LOL.. we talked so much till we had no time to take pictures together. regret regret. dun care la. next round must snap pictures gao-gao lor! and ya, i ajaked them to go vacation on May 2010. hopefully all of them will be able to make it la! cant wait to go beach with them & continue our gossips lor! haha.. *hear that babes!*
sunday pula was very very normal. my mood stable d. so far so good lor. now all i can do is to pray every nite. :)
thats my complicated week. a week that filled with all kinds of emotions
;)
theses time.
Friday, October 16, 2009
no l title
| | 2 commentsfinally im here to blog. actually i checked my blog each & every day but i just do not have to mood to sign in blogger to blog down my tots cos these few days, all i had in mind is MESSY tots which contain a lot of stuff. in example, the blames to myself, how to face dad & mum this weekend when i go back, my appeal, assignment, theses, midterm(again) & bla bla bla. i really scared i'm getting depression one day! sigh. i've never been such a failure before ever since i'm in Uni. this sucks big time & guess what, i cant do anything to fix it now. the only option left now is REPEAT! grrrrrhhh.. i know this is all my fault! however, i still hope MIRACLE happens on me for one last time. i hope my appeal will be successful, therefore i can get back the 100bucks, no need to redo assignment, search new group members, resit for midterm as well as for final(again). i really had learnt from my lesson :S
the minute when i saw my result, i was shocked, terrified & stunned. all i had in mind is.. how should i tell mum & dad about it. i knew that they never give me any pressure on my studies. but i know all these while, mum had used me as a role model to Aaron to motivate him to study well. now, even his sister failed her exam paper, how can she be a role model again? sigh. i let mum down & this is actually the last thing that i would wanna do!
anyway, the 1st person tat i called was sher. i had no idea why she came in my mind 1st. my mind was super duper trooper messy tat time. after sher, i called ph, edmund, kok sang...... i tot i could run away from the reality but in fact, i CANT no matter how hard i tried :'(
after all the phone calls to friends, i knew that whatever happened is a fact that cannot be changed so i called mum. when i was listening to the dialling tone, my heartbeat increase & when mum pick up the phone, my heartbeat actually stop for a second. i took a deep breathe & told her about my result. she was very chilled over the other side of the phone, she didnt scold me nor blame me at all. this makes me even more guilty. she told me whatever happened just let it be, just pray hard & do better the next time. i was so touched with what she said. however, i'm not hapy at all. in fact, my sadness had been doubled up.
immediately after calling mum, i decided to pay 100bucks for appeal. i do not know whether is this the right decision to make or not because some of my friends said it is not gonna help but some said at least i get another 50/50 chance. ya, another chance. hopefully God grant me with that. *finger crossed*.
right after i settled everything in the FGO office, i straight away took bus to church. Church is the place where i can find the peace that i need. Church makes me feel better. Church is the home of God. i do not know what else can i do after submitting the appeal form. all i can think of is going to church only so i took the 1hour++ bus all the way from Sg Long to KL.
the day the result released is the worst day eva in my life because my result sucks, i didnt get to sleep for the whole night because my tummy was unwell, i keep running to the toilet to puke & poo. i had a super bad night & duper worse morning. seriously do not why is my luck so bad lor! :S
anyway, this day of mine i will never ever forget. 14102009 is gonna be in my heart & mind forever. i will forever & ever remember the lesson that i've learnt from it & shall never repeat it again.
besides that, i would like to take this oppurtunity to thank those who show their support to me especially baby lee. thanks baby & sorry for throwing tantrum at you too.
thats all.
;)
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the minute when i saw my result, i was shocked, terrified & stunned. all i had in mind is.. how should i tell mum & dad about it. i knew that they never give me any pressure on my studies. but i know all these while, mum had used me as a role model to Aaron to motivate him to study well. now, even his sister failed her exam paper, how can she be a role model again? sigh. i let mum down & this is actually the last thing that i would wanna do!
anyway, the 1st person tat i called was sher. i had no idea why she came in my mind 1st. my mind was super duper trooper messy tat time. after sher, i called ph, edmund, kok sang...... i tot i could run away from the reality but in fact, i CANT no matter how hard i tried :'(
after all the phone calls to friends, i knew that whatever happened is a fact that cannot be changed so i called mum. when i was listening to the dialling tone, my heartbeat increase & when mum pick up the phone, my heartbeat actually stop for a second. i took a deep breathe & told her about my result. she was very chilled over the other side of the phone, she didnt scold me nor blame me at all. this makes me even more guilty. she told me whatever happened just let it be, just pray hard & do better the next time. i was so touched with what she said. however, i'm not hapy at all. in fact, my sadness had been doubled up.
immediately after calling mum, i decided to pay 100bucks for appeal. i do not know whether is this the right decision to make or not because some of my friends said it is not gonna help but some said at least i get another 50/50 chance. ya, another chance. hopefully God grant me with that. *finger crossed*.
right after i settled everything in the FGO office, i straight away took bus to church. Church is the place where i can find the peace that i need. Church makes me feel better. Church is the home of God. i do not know what else can i do after submitting the appeal form. all i can think of is going to church only so i took the 1hour++ bus all the way from Sg Long to KL.
the day the result released is the worst day eva in my life because my result sucks, i didnt get to sleep for the whole night because my tummy was unwell, i keep running to the toilet to puke & poo. i had a super bad night & duper worse morning. seriously do not why is my luck so bad lor! :S
anyway, this day of mine i will never ever forget. 14102009 is gonna be in my heart & mind forever. i will forever & ever remember the lesson that i've learnt from it & shall never repeat it again.
besides that, i would like to take this oppurtunity to thank those who show their support to me especially baby lee. thanks baby & sorry for throwing tantrum at you too.
thats all.
;)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
happy happy!
| | 2 commentsi'm happy bcos after today, baby lee is all mine~ :)
apart from that, he promised me that he will attend one of my high school friend's 21st birthday party! so sweet noh!
life is so boring yet relaxing at home. the boring part is basically everyday i'm doing the same thing. relaxing is because i do not have to work & i have my family with me. baby adam is so adorable and he is acting like Tom now! LOL!
Tom is his favorite cartoon character. i really had no idea why he is attracted by Tom & not Jerry. cos i remember when i was young, i LOVE Jerry and I always tot Tom is a bad cat. in fact, when i watch back this cartoon now, i realized that my perception was wrong because Jerry is the naughty one. LOL! gosh! i miss being a kid. life was way easy & less complicated when we were young, isn't it?! :)
today baby adam just demonstrated to me how Tom catches Jerry! he was so adorable when he was explaining & demostrating! i almost wanna ROFL! then i asked him a question, i asked him "after Tom caught Jerry, what Tom do?" guess what he answered me?! he replied "eat him lor".. haha.. then i asked him again, "why Tom wanna eat him?" den his answer really make me ROFL cos he said " if not where Tom keep Jerry!".. hahahahaha.. silly conversation but it makes me laugh like mad!!
when baby adam was demostrating, he look exactly like Tom! he is poisoned by Tom & Jerry d. LOL!
my holiday is gonna end soon, hmm.. i'm sure i'm gonna miss HOME! i'm so gonna miss my lil bro A LOT cos he is so funny! like really really funny!
besides that, i guess new semester is gonna be a busy one cos theses is waiting for me! research, journals, questionnaires, articles are *^&$^%*(.. anyway, part of me really quite enjoy doing it geh (that was when i'm in the mood & things went well lor).. anyway i really hope my group can complete this theses by end of this year & we can score well for it lor! *finger cross* another thing, i really pray hard tat i'm gonna pass each and every of my previous semester's papers lor! please lord, AMEN!
got to go.. baby is reaching home anytime. its time to chat!
xoxo
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apart from that, he promised me that he will attend one of my high school friend's 21st birthday party! so sweet noh!
life is so boring yet relaxing at home. the boring part is basically everyday i'm doing the same thing. relaxing is because i do not have to work & i have my family with me. baby adam is so adorable and he is acting like Tom now! LOL!
Tom is his favorite cartoon character. i really had no idea why he is attracted by Tom & not Jerry. cos i remember when i was young, i LOVE Jerry and I always tot Tom is a bad cat. in fact, when i watch back this cartoon now, i realized that my perception was wrong because Jerry is the naughty one. LOL! gosh! i miss being a kid. life was way easy & less complicated when we were young, isn't it?! :)
today baby adam just demonstrated to me how Tom catches Jerry! he was so adorable when he was explaining & demostrating! i almost wanna ROFL! then i asked him a question, i asked him "after Tom caught Jerry, what Tom do?" guess what he answered me?! he replied "eat him lor".. haha.. then i asked him again, "why Tom wanna eat him?" den his answer really make me ROFL cos he said " if not where Tom keep Jerry!".. hahahahaha.. silly conversation but it makes me laugh like mad!!
when baby adam was demostrating, he look exactly like Tom! he is poisoned by Tom & Jerry d. LOL!my holiday is gonna end soon, hmm.. i'm sure i'm gonna miss HOME! i'm so gonna miss my lil bro A LOT cos he is so funny! like really really funny!
besides that, i guess new semester is gonna be a busy one cos theses is waiting for me! research, journals, questionnaires, articles are *^&$^%*(.. anyway, part of me really quite enjoy doing it geh (that was when i'm in the mood & things went well lor).. anyway i really hope my group can complete this theses by end of this year & we can score well for it lor! *finger cross* another thing, i really pray hard tat i'm gonna pass each and every of my previous semester's papers lor! please lord, AMEN!
got to go.. baby is reaching home anytime. its time to chat!
xoxo
Saturday, October 10, 2009
nothing is gonna change my ♥ for u
| | 0 commentsIf I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Chorus :
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
this is a song that i madly in ♥ now. but i did not fall for the Medeiros Glenn's version but a Hong Kong singer - 方大同's version. i saw his MTV @ facebook and i'm so touched when i was watching it! it reminds me about my baby ;)
immediately i wanna change his caller ringtone to this song. i always wanted to change our ringtone as i'm kinda bored with the current one. i'm glad i found this song :)
many people had been asking me about my ♥ life. many, especially my secondary friends did not expect that we could be together for so long. or i should say, they are AMAZED! i know, many people are commenting about my relationship. these comments of cos include positive ones & negative ones but WHO CARES! :P
i ♥ him & he ♥s me. that is what i care the most now. i really pray that nothing is gonna change my love for him and vice versa.
of cos besides loving him, i ♥ my bitches too! they always drive my weekend crazee!!
drama time!
im so in love with this --> ♥. it is so adorable kan! LOL! im sure it is gonna appear in my blog for the rest of my posts!! :P
xoxo
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The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
Chorus :
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you
this is a song that i madly in ♥ now. but i did not fall for the Medeiros Glenn's version but a Hong Kong singer - 方大同's version. i saw his MTV @ facebook and i'm so touched when i was watching it! it reminds me about my baby ;)
immediately i wanna change his caller ringtone to this song. i always wanted to change our ringtone as i'm kinda bored with the current one. i'm glad i found this song :)
many people had been asking me about my ♥ life. many, especially my secondary friends did not expect that we could be together for so long. or i should say, they are AMAZED! i know, many people are commenting about my relationship. these comments of cos include positive ones & negative ones but WHO CARES! :P
i ♥ him & he ♥s me. that is what i care the most now. i really pray that nothing is gonna change my love for him and vice versa.
of cos besides loving him, i ♥ my bitches too! they always drive my weekend crazee!!
drama time!
im so in love with this --> ♥. it is so adorable kan! LOL! im sure it is gonna appear in my blog for the rest of my posts!! :P
xoxo
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
i l♥l .......
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this holiday is the most relaxing semester break ever! no work at all! woohoo! everyday at home.. sleep, eat, dream, watch dramas & etc. life's so good! what makes my sem break more happening, is the non stop 6days cont outings! LIFE'S SO BEAUTIFUL U KNOW!!!!
my outing starts from Friday which baby brought me to Ikano! ;)
i love going to Ikano altho i hardly buy anything from there. i just love seeing those nice nice furnitures and start imagine how would my future house looks like! *dream dream*
anyway, i spotted quite a few items there that quite suit my room. baby and i decided to visit Ikano again after we graduate next year May. i'm going to give my room some "makeover"! baby even decided where & how to arrange those furnitures d. salute him* LOL!
i'm so gonna buy the 2 cupboards above! damn damn nice lor! :)
my king with HUGE eyebags
just.mei heart him! he hearts me *MUACKS!*on Saturday 03102009, there was another outing. it was an outing with my bitches (jinny, mich + jing pei).. u know what's best of having ur girlfriends with u? *taadaa* GOSSIP NON STOP!!! LOL!.. with FB, we have tons and tons of stuff to gossip about!!! FB is amazing! isn't it? hahaha.. besides that, when all the crazee kakis together, we did lotsa CRAZEE STUFF! LOL!.. i heart them loads & i love going out with them!!! :)
so i followed jinny's car and jing pei followed mich's car and we agreed to meet at 12pm! but who knows.. mich was late for like 1 and a half hour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she memang slow lor~ everytime go out with her also "mi mi mo mo" lor! :P
so well, jinny and I decided to go grab our lunch at Sushi Zanmai 1st while waiting for the 2 supermodels to arrive.
while waiting for them, we camwhored a lil while~ :P
I LOVE ALL THESE (the person in the picture above and the sushi in the picture below)
these are YUMMILICIOUS~
after the 2 supermodels arrived, we switched to Pasta Zanmai to cont our 38 session.. haha! mich looks so HAWT that day!! *weeeeee wwwittt*
the 2 models..mich is HAWT but not as hawt & spicy as Jing Pei lor! *sorry mich.. but u know i still love u rite?! ;P*
we are trying to snap the ugly side of JP but mission failed :S
the puffy eyes ally.. THANKS TO MR LEE FOR THE PAIR OF PUFFY EYES!
jinny complaint tat her eyes look small so Dr. Mich helps her to "enlarge" her eyes! LOL!
fuiiiyoooo.. so BIG now! :P
final touch up!
more pictures!!!
candid pic!!! i laf till so over! LOL!
after some ordinary photo session, we began with some EXTRAORINARY's! LOL!
it was really really FUN to play with those siao pohs above!!!
after some ordinary photo session, we began with some EXTRAORINARY's! LOL!it was really really FUN to play with those siao pohs above!!!
ZOOM IN TO MY PUFFY EYES! @.@
Sunday basically is CHURCH DAY! woke up early in the morning around 7++ to prepare for morning mass.. after mass, aaron went for Sunday school while us went to mamak to wait for him. i hate going 2 mamak cos it makes me smell bad!! ewwwwww*
Sunday basically is CHURCH DAY! woke up early in the morning around 7++ to prepare for morning mass.. after mass, aaron went for Sunday school while us went to mamak to wait for him. i hate going 2 mamak cos it makes me smell bad!! ewwwwww*
on monday, 05102009, baby lee promised to bring me out cos he OWE me! it was really great to see him..
our destination of the day - One Utama
this mentai sushi has became my No.1 favorite sushi cos it is super duper yummy!!!! i love it loads!! *drool* thanks to Jinny cos she was the one who intro this sushi to me :)
basically the rest of the day.. i just entered all my favorite shops! :)
i only managed to bought a pair of jeans from Forever 21 at the price of RM39! damn happy lor!!!! hahaha..
around 6++.. we lefted. at 1st we decided to go PJ SS2 Wai Sek Street for dinner but due to PM, there was no parking space at all! baby was damn geram lor! so at the end, we decided to eat somewhere near my place. we had Thai food that nite. baby was happy cos he LOVES Thai Food!! :) when he is happy, im happy too!
so tats my Monday! so busy~
on tuesday, i tot im gonna stay at home who knows, mich called. apparently she couldnt get anyone to teman her to shop so she called me. aiks. im her back up plan. at 1st, i tot of not going out cos i had something 2 do at home but cos i ♥ her and i ♥ shopping, i agreed to teman her. we went to Pavilion!
mich brought me to the newly open shop next to Forever 21 - Cotton on! apparently they are having Massive Sale now so their clothes are super duper cheap!!! i shop till i drop wei!! LOL!.. it was suppose to be MICH's SHOPPING DAY but it ended up, ALLY's SHOPPING DAY! :P
mich managed to get herself a leopard print dress while i managed to get.. 5pieces of clothes included a pair of red shorts, a black dress, 2 singlets & a black skirt! woohoo!! mich was worried tat i might get lectured by my king but nah.. he never stop me from buying cos he knows i spend my $$ wisely! everything i bought are all very worthy! *wink*
after the whole crazee shopping at Cotton On, we visited Forever 21. but nothing attracted us. so we lefted.
tat was my Tuesday! i was kinda worried tat mummy will complain cos i've been going out non stop & came back home quite late. but fortunately, my mummy is a super understanding mum, she didnt complain at all! i ♥ her loads!!!!
on wednesday, baby came to find me! i know i know~ very busy me! hahaha.. baby came all the way down from Klang to bring me out for lunch. he is so sweet kan!? *♥♥♥*
baby brought me to ampang to eat the famous Ampang Yong Tau Foo! *thumbs up* but too bad, the shop that we used to eat x buka on tat day! so no choice, we went to the other shop which not so nice geh. actually their yong tau foo not that bad la. the only problem is, the rice that they served, NOT NICE AT ALL!! *yuckss* anyway, i still managed to finish it up. all i did was add generous amount of chillis, black soya sause and keep adding soup in it! :p
after our lunch, baby brought to Pavilion again cos there are so other things that i wanna get from the Cotton On! ya i know, i madly in ♥ with it! LOL!..
this round, i just bought myself a checker top! actually i like their flats and sandals alot but 2pair for RM60, abit out of my budget lor. i've spent enough for this month d. :S but baby said he is gonna get them for me, how true is it? dunno yet.. haha.. wait till i got it, only i will know whether is he telling the truth or just comforting me :}
around 2.. we lefted cos baby needs to go home earlier if not his mummy will nag him. altho we only managed to spend a couple of hours only but im super duper happy d :)
thanks baby!
i'm trulymadlydeeply in love with my life now! ♥
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