just woke up from a nightmare! gosh... I had no idea why would I have such a nightmare! almost scare me till death man!!
Then immediately from sleeping mode, it turns to emo mode! Perhaps period is coming soon. So that's the reason why I get mood swings easily & so forth.
Now I came to realize that life is a bitch. Actually not I just now realized but then I was being naive to wish that maybe life is not that bad after all because there will be a few holy men left. Unfortunately I was wrong. When it comes to working life, every one cares only their personal interest.
What makes me realized all these? Well, this week is gonna be a tough week for me because Esther's grandma passed away yesterday. So 2 hands gone. And I have to take over all her workloads which includes printing and sending out invoices on Thursday.
So I told Jess that maybe I might need her help but her team leader said NO because if Jess helped me, my team leader will said that the procure to pay team is very FREE!
Yes, my working life is that COMPLICATED! Even though we seems like working under the same roof but all frequencies are different. Some thinks work is fun, so don't fucking care about the work policy because for them rules are to be break. Some thinks they owned the company, they work till there is no days and nights. But me, I chose the moderate level. I work hard but I find some fun within so that I will not be stressed till death! And I found someone who have the same frequency with me, Esther n also Aimi. I am so proud of myself for introducing them to JC. Compared to *ehem*, they are superb! Perhaps I should not compare them because they are incompatible.
Actually I was really shocked when J and her team leader said they are not gonna help because she doesn't wanna let my team leader to have the advantage to complain about her team mates. At that point of time, it was like I had a tight slap on my face. I finally came to realize, we were NEVER friends because friends will not say such things. We are just colleagues after all. hmmm... Finally bunny wakes up from her bunny world.
Honestly I really dunno whether can I fit in this world or not because it is so polluted. Everyone's mind seems like very... evil! I wonder can they sleep well at night? Every day needs to plan for the strategy and so forth, aren't tired? Why is every one acting like a beast?! I thought God gave us a mind to think and a heart made of Gold? Did they sold their hearts for the money too?!
I seriously not gonna be a good strategy player and if that's the first requirement to be a manager, then I certainly will get disqualified! Sometimes even though I tot of being cruel a little but at the end of the day, it will always be a THOUGHT only! I am stupid, right?!
Oh lord, Jesus.. please save the world. Initially u came down from heaven and washed away the sins of the world but now every one is sinning like no one's business again. Does it mean that the world is getting evil and evil and sooner or later it will comes to an end?
hmm... God bless me tomorrow!
Missbunnie
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
FML
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just woke up from a nightmare! gosh... I had no idea why would I have such a nightmare! almost scare me till death man!!
Then immediately from sleeping mode, it turns to emo mode! Perhaps period is coming soon. So that's the reason why I get mood swings easily & so forth.
Now I came to realize that life is a bitch. Actually not I just now realized but then I was being naive to wish that maybe life is not that bad after all because there will be a few holy men left. Unfortunately I was wrong. When it comes to working life, every one cares only their personal interest.
What makes me realized all these? Well, this week is gonna be a tough week for me because Esther's grandma passed away yesterday. So 2 hands gone. And I have to take over all her workloads which includes printing and sending out invoices on Thursday.
So I told Jess that maybe I might need her help but her team leader said NO because if Jess helped me, my team leader will said that the procure to pay team is very FREE!
Yes, my working life is that COMPLICATED! Even though we seems like working under the same roof but all frequencies are different. Some thinks work is fun, so don't fucking care about the work policy because for them rules are to be break. Some thinks they owned the company, they work till there is no days and nights. But me, I chose the moderate level. I work hard but I find some fun within so that I will not be stressed till death! And I found someone who have the same frequency with me, Esther n also Aimi. I am so proud of myself for introducing them to JC. Compared to *ehem*, they are superb! Perhaps I should not compare them because they are incompatible.
Actually I was really shocked when J and her team leader said they are not gonna help because she doesn't wanna let my team leader to have the advantage to complain about her team mates. At that point of time, it was like I had a tight slap on my face. I finally came to realize, we were NEVER friends because friends will not say such things. We are just colleagues after all. hmmm... Finally bunny wakes up from her bunny world.
Honestly I really dunno whether can I fit in this world or not because it is so polluted. Everyone's mind seems like very... evil! I wonder can they sleep well at night? Every day needs to plan for the strategy and so forth, aren't tired? Why is every one acting like a beast?! I thought God gave us a mind to think and a heart made of Gold? Did they sold their hearts for the money too?!
I seriously not gonna be a good strategy player and if that's the first requirement to be a manager, then I certainly will get disqualified! Sometimes even though I tot of being cruel a little but at the end of the day, it will always be a THOUGHT only! I am stupid, right?!
Oh lord, Jesus.. please save the world. Initially u came down from heaven and washed away the sins of the world but now every one is sinning like no one's business again. Does it mean that the world is getting evil and evil and sooner or later it will comes to an end?
hmm... God bless me tomorrow!
Missbunnie
Then immediately from sleeping mode, it turns to emo mode! Perhaps period is coming soon. So that's the reason why I get mood swings easily & so forth.
Now I came to realize that life is a bitch. Actually not I just now realized but then I was being naive to wish that maybe life is not that bad after all because there will be a few holy men left. Unfortunately I was wrong. When it comes to working life, every one cares only their personal interest.
What makes me realized all these? Well, this week is gonna be a tough week for me because Esther's grandma passed away yesterday. So 2 hands gone. And I have to take over all her workloads which includes printing and sending out invoices on Thursday.
So I told Jess that maybe I might need her help but her team leader said NO because if Jess helped me, my team leader will said that the procure to pay team is very FREE!
Yes, my working life is that COMPLICATED! Even though we seems like working under the same roof but all frequencies are different. Some thinks work is fun, so don't fucking care about the work policy because for them rules are to be break. Some thinks they owned the company, they work till there is no days and nights. But me, I chose the moderate level. I work hard but I find some fun within so that I will not be stressed till death! And I found someone who have the same frequency with me, Esther n also Aimi. I am so proud of myself for introducing them to JC. Compared to *ehem*, they are superb! Perhaps I should not compare them because they are incompatible.
Actually I was really shocked when J and her team leader said they are not gonna help because she doesn't wanna let my team leader to have the advantage to complain about her team mates. At that point of time, it was like I had a tight slap on my face. I finally came to realize, we were NEVER friends because friends will not say such things. We are just colleagues after all. hmmm... Finally bunny wakes up from her bunny world.
Honestly I really dunno whether can I fit in this world or not because it is so polluted. Everyone's mind seems like very... evil! I wonder can they sleep well at night? Every day needs to plan for the strategy and so forth, aren't tired? Why is every one acting like a beast?! I thought God gave us a mind to think and a heart made of Gold? Did they sold their hearts for the money too?!
I seriously not gonna be a good strategy player and if that's the first requirement to be a manager, then I certainly will get disqualified! Sometimes even though I tot of being cruel a little but at the end of the day, it will always be a THOUGHT only! I am stupid, right?!
Oh lord, Jesus.. please save the world. Initially u came down from heaven and washed away the sins of the world but now every one is sinning like no one's business again. Does it mean that the world is getting evil and evil and sooner or later it will comes to an end?
hmm... God bless me tomorrow!
Missbunnie
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