Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Never give, never hurt!

Posted by babybunny at 9:53 PM
This incident has happened quite some time ago! I've decided to blog it now because finally I have the time to do so and the internet speed is awesome now! :)

On 15th Sep, something happened. I was really upset and that incident completely ruined my weekend. A person who I really trust actually betrayed me. Well, honestly I am used to all these. That's why all the while, I keep reminding myself, never treat people so nice cos in the end, you will still be hurt by that person. However, I am a fool, always am! :(

Tell me its all a coincident?! Every time, she said that it was a coincident and she wished I will believe it? Although I am a fool but I am not an idiot!

No matter how hard it was to bring her in to the company, I don't fucking care cos I thought we are friends! Friends are supposed to help each others. But unfortunately, I was wrong. I was clapping my own hand all these while. I might treated her as a friend but I think she only treat me one when she's in need. Kononnya la, friends in need!

I was so sad until I purposely took MC on the following Monday because I do not know how to face her. Jess and Steven told me that I should just act normal when I see her but I cant! I never know how to fake and I don't like to fake. I mean whats the point of doing it? Like means like, don't like means don't like. But they told me, sometimes we have to do so no matter how much we hate doing it. This is one of the ways to upgrade my EQ.

Honestly, it was really tough at the beginning but in the end, I did it. I was and am now able to talk to her. We still go to gym like before. We still eat lunch together. We still chat. But deep down inside my heart, I know our status has changed. I used to treat her as a friend & sista, but unfortunately after this incident, she is just a colleague to me. Just that. Nothing more or less.

I hate losing friend but I rather lose friend then keep unfaithful friends in my friend list. After all, it's not about the quantity of friends you have but the QUALITY! I knew I only got a few friend, perhaps less than 5! But it's OK, at least I can tell all 5 of them are real, not a faker!

This is something really upset me loads but its fine. I learn and grow somehow. I believe everything happens for a reason.

Love,
Missbunnie




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Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Never give, never hurt!

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This incident has happened quite some time ago! I've decided to blog it now because finally I have the time to do so and the internet speed is awesome now! :)

On 15th Sep, something happened. I was really upset and that incident completely ruined my weekend. A person who I really trust actually betrayed me. Well, honestly I am used to all these. That's why all the while, I keep reminding myself, never treat people so nice cos in the end, you will still be hurt by that person. However, I am a fool, always am! :(

Tell me its all a coincident?! Every time, she said that it was a coincident and she wished I will believe it? Although I am a fool but I am not an idiot!

No matter how hard it was to bring her in to the company, I don't fucking care cos I thought we are friends! Friends are supposed to help each others. But unfortunately, I was wrong. I was clapping my own hand all these while. I might treated her as a friend but I think she only treat me one when she's in need. Kononnya la, friends in need!

I was so sad until I purposely took MC on the following Monday because I do not know how to face her. Jess and Steven told me that I should just act normal when I see her but I cant! I never know how to fake and I don't like to fake. I mean whats the point of doing it? Like means like, don't like means don't like. But they told me, sometimes we have to do so no matter how much we hate doing it. This is one of the ways to upgrade my EQ.

Honestly, it was really tough at the beginning but in the end, I did it. I was and am now able to talk to her. We still go to gym like before. We still eat lunch together. We still chat. But deep down inside my heart, I know our status has changed. I used to treat her as a friend & sista, but unfortunately after this incident, she is just a colleague to me. Just that. Nothing more or less.

I hate losing friend but I rather lose friend then keep unfaithful friends in my friend list. After all, it's not about the quantity of friends you have but the QUALITY! I knew I only got a few friend, perhaps less than 5! But it's OK, at least I can tell all 5 of them are real, not a faker!

This is something really upset me loads but its fine. I learn and grow somehow. I believe everything happens for a reason.

Love,
Missbunnie




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